We went on a date on the 18th Of Dec. great dinner and great show aftermath.. I love this man so much coz he makes me feels loved and "mad" at the same time. 11 years togther and counting . We will be together forever my Dear Dear... and no matter what happens, I will be right behind you :)
I have absolute no idea that he will buy the below gift for me... I love it to bits coz to be frank, I never thought he will buy this gift :) Love you always dear love
Hm... Dinner is on 11th Dec 2009 @ Indo Chine.. atmosphere is very good .. but quite ex i feel. it's the first and last time i will go there :)
A great night as May, Gie, Julia and me catch up with one another.. it's been so long since the 4 of us meet up for dinner and kpo.. didn't realise that we have been doing this gift exchange time for 4 years already (seriously I cannot remember if it's 4 or 5 years) :) but it's a great great tradition for us and I really hope that we can continue with it for the rest of our life :).
I am really glad that our paths crossed and we have been trying our best/ efforts to keep our friendship going. Even though we may be busy with our own lives but I know that all of us are just one phone call away. Though we might not have the time to meet up as much as we can but I know that we still stand a place in each other's heart. I always love the feeling that no matter how long we didn't chat or meet up, the feeling of closeness is always there and I know that we will be friends forever.
Very Very outdated post .. Princess 8th Year old bday pics .. we went to Bugis to shop around and buy bday presents for Princess and Prince.. then off we go to Snow City. Both of them are very excited while we are on the way there but however, when we reach there, we realise that the card that Annie lent us has expired and both me and hubby is not wearing long pants/jeans. So we have no choice but to go Science Centre instead. Well, that day is really not her day. The place where the kids can play water is closed due to heavy rain.. Sigh .. can see that she is very disapointed loh. In the end, we go to IMM for ice cream. Overall, i think she enjoyed her bday ..
Happy Bday Princess .. hope u can be more hardworking as you grow older... and I love you to the bits ..
I really enjoy the xmas season .. with all the happiness that is sourrounding me.. i get to meet up with besties for catch up, i get presents and of coz .. everyone around me is happy mood .. I love it..
it's been a long week. Lucky it's going over soon.
Meeting my BFFs for gift exchange tonight. Really excited to see them coz it's been quite some time.. Hope they like the gifts that I brought them.. keke.. now cannot load the pics of the xmas gifts that I have brought for them.Looking forward to tonight's dinner :)
3 gifts down.. now left to buy co's gift exchange and san's gift exchange :)
These few days.. I really don't know what is wrong with my temper. I seems to flare up more easily esp at DearHubby. What is happening with me and I also cann't understand what is wrong too. At times, I feel really bad for flaring up at him, esp when he has done nothing wrong and is trying his best to make me feel better. But I really cannot control myself woh.. At times, there seems to be alot of things to tell him but when I see him, all the words get struck... sigh ... I know he is doing his best to make me happy but why am I still not satisfied?
I am sorry to have ruin your days sometimes DearHubby...I really still care and love you alot and I really appreciate your love alot :) No matter what happens, I will be standing behind you supporting you like what you have been doing to me.
The kids took back their report book last night. Prince got quite okie results 1 band1 and 2 band2s. Princess got all band3s but at least it's a pass. They showed improvmement since their mid year exams and so as promise.. I am going to buy presents for them :). Princess 8th year old birthday is coming soon and this year.. we have no plans to have a party. Just plan to bring them out to play and a simple cake cutting at night time.. but the Daddy has school at night .. hm.. wondering if can skip school .. haha.....
School holidays is coming soon and the kids will be having a good time at home .. haha.. no school, no homework and no stress .. think they will be watching tv and cartoons everyday woh .. got to find something for them to do .. have to ask them to start preparing for their P3 in december. Hopefully by Jan, their hearts and minds are back!!
Xmas is coming ... date is confirm with San, Jo and Cecila for our xmas dinner and gifts exchange :) Cool.. i love Christmas :)
But I don't know if the usual xmas routine with May, Gie and Ju is still on? These few months, all of us has been very busy. May with School work, Gie with Varchel, me and Ju with work and family. Sigh.. I think it's been few months since we really sit down and enjoy our dinner and kpoing sessions. I really miss chit chatting with them and updating what is happening to our lives.. I miss their laughter even though it's loud and i miss the memory recalling when they talk abt ex school mates .. keke... afterall, we have been friends for so long and I know no matter what happens.. all of us are just a phone call away.. :) we are still together in hearts even though we don't meet up that often.. :)
Everyday is so wonderful Then suddenly It's hard to breathe Now and then I get insecure From all the pain I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful No matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful In every single way Yes words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends You're delirious So consumed In all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The pieces gone Left the puzzle undone Is that the way it is
You are beautiful No matter what they say Words can't bring you down Cause you are beautiful In every single way Yes words can't bring you down So don't you bring me down today
No matter what we do No matter what we say We're the song inside the tune Full of beautiful mistakes And everywhere we go The sun will always shine And tomorrow we might awake on the other side
Cause we are beautiful No matter what they say Yes words won't bring us down, no We are beautiful in every single way Yes words can't bring us down So don't you bring me down today
Wasn't feeling good after reading the papers last night.. it's about the news of the father who murdered his 2 kids then jumped to his death. I cannot imagine what is the man thinking about when he do all these things. What makes him so mad at his life or his wife that he can do such a thing to himself and his kids. the children are still so young with a bright future ahead but what gives him the right to take everything away from them and not giving them a chance to see the rest of the world. It really makes me wonder why.. the kids are always innocent and who on earth has the heart to murder their own flesh and blood? Maybe he is struggling with it too when he is doing the action, maybe he feels that it's the best for them but who on earth is he to make decisions for them. Sigh ... it's always such cases that shook the world up and realise how mean a person can get when they are stuck at a dead end. all those question marks .. Never ending question marks ...
When will i strike 4D ? When will i strike 4D ? When will i strike 4D ? When will i strike 4D ? When will i strike 4D ? When will i strike 4D ? When will i strike 4D ? When will i strike 4D ? When will I stike the big TOTO :)
Happy Birthday to you My dearest Daddy ... it shld have been your 56th Bday if you are still around...
Do you miss me as much as i miss you? Do you think of me as much as i thought of you at times ? Do you still remember that it's your Bday today ?
I am getting scared.. scared that i will forget how u look like but i will always remember how much u love me and spoilt me .. i will always remember the kind words you told me.. and of coz the way you hold me your arms and telling me that i will be your princess forever ...
i am seriously looking forward to it ... shopping shopping.. :)..
i think i need a break .. to think over wat shld be done to my life .. to reflect on what i have achieve for the past year.
i know that i have been very lazy in tutoring on Princess homework, i haven't been a good mum to prince nor i paid more attention to Prince's well being. sometimes i feel that i have very high expectation of Prince. whether it's his studies or his behavioural, social ethics or so. Maybe i am too strict with him that causes him to shrink further from me. sometimes, i just don't know how to teach or react to his actions. Annie always said that it's because i am a young mother which explains why i cannot deal with it. but i believe that it all boils down to the character that me and Prince is having. maybe the both of us are too stubborn, maybe i am way too bad tempered for him as i am used to getting things done in my way. or maybe i shld be more patient with Prince and Princess. i will try, i really will do it for them.
If i can quit my 16 years of bad smoking habit .. then there is nothing i can't do for them, for they are my dearest ..
This i promise you,
1) Mummy will not throw her temper at Prince and Princess. 2) Mummy will be more patient with Prince and Princess either when mummy is teaching school work and morals of life. 3) Mummy will try her best to fulfil whatever needs and wants of yours. 4) Mummy will stay and love your Daddy forever, giving Prince and Princess a happy and completed family. 5) Mummy will not use the cane to talk to Prince and Princess. 6) Mummy will use the LOVE method.
