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Saturday, July 23, 2005
It's the 2nd post of my blog .. hope i can continue it.. cannot be too lazy liao. mz at least blog every 2 days so that i can remember what's happening to my life ...Tues( 19/07/05) - back to work after a short short holiday. guess time really flies when u are holidaying. Had a veri relaxing holiday. went to redang with hubby, chao and his gf. Didn't have much expection for the trip coz I am not the sun , the see and the sand person. hehehe... but nevertheless, guess i did enjoy myself afterall. esp the sea ... it's so beautiful and calm ... really makes ppl feel relax. Our next trip will be Puket. hehe.. better start saving early ... coz it's more ex. The 1st day was kinda fun when we went snorkeling and playin in the sea ... the underwater world is so beautiful, all the fishes seems to be free and hungry too ... hahaha... but the most impt thing is dat, at last me and hubby had a trip together ... all away from the stress at work and home.
Had a hectic day at work as usual, esp when rested for 4 days. I think i am gettin more and more restless abt the job .. it seems dat everione is playin taji here and there .. was not in veri good terms with the production manager but i was suppose to keep good relations with him so dat things can be done. but i really cannot bring myself to be so fake.. to please him even though i dun like him. All of us have genna from him .. when he is not in good mood, i will be the first to get shoot by him. sometimes really wonder y???
Wed(20/07/05) - Meet up with annie, chao and ah kai for dinner @ west mall for dinner. then we move to farmmart for drinks.. have alot of discussions there and most of the time is tokin abt the problems we are facing. whether it's relationship or work wise. Ah kai is still thinkg abt his ex-gf .. cannot understand y some guys are so stubborn and keep wantin to poke their butt furthur into the mud. he noes dat the gal is jz usin him but he still let him used him and throw him away when not in need. Think no matter how much advice is given, the point is still not into his stubborn head .. sigh ... Annie oso having probs with her hubby. i think she is really good to him and listen to him everytime. even though she like to go Redang with us, one word from her hubby, she cannot go liao. i think if her character is like me, will surely end up in bad state. life is really veri unpredictable, we will neber noe what is goin to happen the next day. Chao said something dat really makes me tink, he says i can neber live without hubby. I wonder y... am i really not as strong as i think i am. but given the choice again , i will still marry him. i really do admire annie alot, sometimes when she is down , she still has to act as if nothin has happen and continue to be "happy apple" and make ppl laugh, this is her character and i dun think i can ever master dat.
Friday and sat(22/07 and 23/07) - Recieved a msg from angie on friday, telling us dat she has broken up with her bf and we were not to ask her wat happen or ever mention his name agian. once again , it's love probs. I really hope that she can cheer up and get over it. We will be supportin you in watever decisions you made or the path you chose.I am really glad dat we are still in contact after all these years even though sometimes we might not even meet up for months.the feelings are still there coz we noe dat there are always someone there. to listen to us. Suddenly, it make it think of the friends that i have made over the 27 years of my life. some are still in contact but some, kinda lost it. there's this once best friend of mine, we are close but things starts to change when we started doin business together. all this and dat, add up together and now , we are no longer in contact. i miss her deeply but i neber had the courage to call her and let her noe dat i will be stand by her. i think feelings change as we grow older. suddenly, it seems dat as we grow older, our confidence and friends seems lesser. cannot understand though. Maybe as we grow older, there are too much probs and issues dat we have to think abt and make us less caring to our once so-called friends. I really don't noe.
Time to log off now... shall continue my rantin soon ...