Got a very very bad day at work today .. sway is the word to be use. sigh ... don't understadn why all things happen at the same time. Fuck man .. and today is the 1st day of the 7th lunar month, which means ghost festival is here and poor me, it's only the 1st day .. wonder how to tahan for the rest of the month ... All happen becoz of the stupid material used. customer has complain of a health issue. becoz their pdtn ppl got sore eyes after packing. Wonder how could dat happen, dun they wear gloves when they work .. so many issues and bad things happen and my exec still can sms me and ask mi if everithin is okie. she is enagged in a whole day meeting so can't blame her afterall .. just feel abit du lan loh. wat to do, guess work life is always like dat. Somemore still have to go work OT on sat just becoz i am in the committee.. there goes my sat ..

all rite ... sometin to make me happy about is dat bday coming liao. Maybe becoz mindset is different, i just want to have a simple dinner with my family members. after all they are the closest to me. Can remember last time, most of my bday is spend in pubs drinking and getting drunk .. those were the days i guess. all past and can be kept as precious moments.

Met up with the cousins last nite for dinner. sometimes i really treasure the time and bond we have together. Maybe becoz i lost my own sibling 10 years back and so they are like my big sister and brothers .. whom i noe i can rely on when things go wrong. of coz each of us have our own mind and problems, but 1 night of chilling and toking cocks can really helps. at least we can share our problems. i think for me, at least i know dat they still care for me, even though i might be wilful sometimes. hahaha... tks for letting me feel the kinship dat i thought i have lost. Hope things will look better for us in the near future.

To my 2 buddies who might be readin this post, i really treasure our friendship and bond too. sometimes friendship really do last and of coz, we must oso work hard at it. sometimes i really hope dat u can open up and tok to us on how u really feel instead of bottling it all up. It won't do you any good loh. just noe dat we will be there for u, even though not physically due to commitments, but we still think about you. Afterall, we buddies right...

all rite .. even of my ranting .. just a pic of my friends and me at may's ROM. cannot imagine we are once pri sch classmates and all of us have grown up. Well, somethings are just worth thinking.

My Memories @ 8:25 PM
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