Haven been updating my blog for a few days ... it's becoz i have been attacked by stupid rashes and it's makin mi sad and miserable. It's itchy somemore, and i think i might have a serious allergy to dust as i was cleanin my room on sunday. the fist doc i saw gave mi an injection, some medi to eat and apply .. The swellin went down but the redness is still there and the itchness .. how i wish i can stop and control myself .. hahaha... i wish ... I went to see another doc yesterday as the redness and itchness doesn't stop, shld have wear long selvee and pants .. feels dat everione is staring at mi, at the abnormal person .. mz be thinkin y i am havin all these redness all over my hands and legs .. hmm.... somemore got to wait an hour at the docs place .. kaoz .. becoz 1 kid has been bitten by a dog and the doc is doin the surgery for him. which explains y it's so long. Got a mc to offically stay home to rest as i ask the doc of how i am goin to work with all the redness, lucky he can understand how ai mei some gals were .. hahaha... so he give me an mc and if by sat, it's still not okie, i got to go back to him again.

Life at work is still the same.. busy as ever and seems never-ending esp now is the company crisis period. Got into a few disagreements wif the factory manager again and life there seems to be more bleak and uncertain. My exec was tellin me to "ren" coz he is feelin pressure too. but then again, who dun feel pressure workin in an environment like dat? if being a manager gives u the right to anyhow scold ppl or throw yr temper at everione just like dat, who can tahan the job? Being a small small assistant like me is always the target. if he really cannot tahan mi, he can jolly well go ahead and complain abt me. I dun care.. as long as i noe dat i have done my part, for the company and for myself, i am not scared. He is really a 2 side snake, one face here can smile at me and tok cocks, minutes later can hear him complainin abt mi. sucks rite .. Argh ... i really hate him loh ... However, got a warnin last evening from my sales ppl dat i shldn't complain abt dat manager to my exec becoz they are in good terms, watever i say abt him, my exec will let him noe, dun noe how true this news is, but no matter wat, it's better to keep my mouth shut and control. U neber noe when ppl can turn against u and stab stab u.

sigh ...
My Memories @ 3:18 PM
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