It's a sway sway day for me today ... got no mood to do anything.. sometimes i think i am really not suitable to work there.. Is it becoz i am too easy that ppl can take advantage of me or it is becoz i am the smallest fry there and beside me, there's no one to attack .. beats me alot, i really dun understand y there's so much politics there.. i noe dat most of the companies do have dat .. but it seems dat it's the worse i have seen so far .. attackin and attackin, i was so upset this morning dat i ask chao to help me draft a resignation letter.. i wan dat stupid manager to noe dat if one day, i am leavin, it all becoz of him.. dat i cannot stand his attitude and temper.. sigh sigh ... i think my face is so bad dat everione is askin me if i m all rite.. sucks .. y bother .. Kien hoong upon seeing my face, keep askin mi if i am okie .. even brought curry puffs hehehe... not so bad huh .. if i were to find a new job , i sill sure leave without regrets ... i sure will loh ... sucks sucks ... i think if one day i were to leave there .. then u will noe my presence is alot needed. kaoz .... #@1!%^*)*&$##

Went for an interview yesterday.. not so bad but i dun really like the location though .. have to take bus from boon lay to work place .. so abit troublesome for me ... will have another interview comin up on mon, let's hope it can work out so that i can enjoy a higher pay and of coz a new environment. Sometimes, a new environment is not easy to adapt but i have to be since i am still young so it shldn't be a problem for me. For the kids sake and future, think i really need a higher payin job .. please keep yr fingers crossed for me ...

Our trip to bangkok were confirm !! leaving on 13/10/05 for bangkok and really lookin forward to it.. i really hope i can truly enjoy myself. .i noe i will becoz my buddies will be there .. i am lookin forward for a shoppin spree .. hehehe.. think dat's sometin to look forward to despite all the cons at work ..
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