Went for dinner wif chao just now at lot 1 then we headed to buy bike for annie's fatty. it's his bday tomolo.. so being good cousins, we decided to buy a bike for him as per his mom's request.. hehehe... not bad loh .. but abit too big for him.

Buddies are out clubbing at momo tonight. Was suppose to join them but i was really veri veri tired after a long day of fire-fightin at work. some issues crop up and had a hard day at work, maybe it's becoz i got no mood or motivation to work there oreadi, which is y i got the feelin of moody and sianess .. KNS.. really dun noe how long i can still tahan there.. had a tok wif my exec this morning where she tries to persuade me to stay longer while waiting for another job to land. She says dat dat factory manager is not aimin at us, but at the sales manager as he is not doin anythin to help. We are jz stuck in the middle coz he's usin us to get back to the sales manager. F** loh, this is not the way to work lah.. think she is helpin him find some excuse to make me feel better.. be it excuse or reasons , watever i dun care .. i jz trust my own eyes and feelins .. dat factory manager has caused alot of hurt and abuse his authority on me.. how can i still tahan ..? it beats mi too loh .. but i believe at times, i am not paid to take all these nonsense from him (of all ppl).

Coming back to the topic on buddies, i am really sorrie dat i have send a big aeroplane tonite .. pai sey hor .. really dun have the mood and i doubt i can enjoy myself even though angie promise too .. hehehe.. just dun wan to spoil the mood or watsoever, hope u guys do enjoy yrself tonite .. Was readin angie's blog on the things dat we used to do together when we are young, (think it's 10 years back) drinking, clubbing and all the other stuffs. it really bring back some fond memories.i feel dat as we grow older, it's really hard to have some confidante where we can bare ourselves to them. I am really lucky dat i still have these ppl around me. May, angie, jane and julia from pri sch. San, jo and cecilia from poly. Lily from sec sch.. see at one count, i got 8 buddies liao .. sometimes even though we are real bz wif our own lifes, we neber fail to update wat's happenin in our lives when we mit up. it's like an exchange where u noe dat yr secrets will be safe wif them. things dat u will neber tell yr hubby. i noe dat i can count on them when things are bad, lendin ears or shoulders to cry on. Not forgetin my dear cousins, annie, chao and kai .. the mitings wif them are quite regular maybe becoz we are stayin near each other. It's good, real good to noe dat there's always someone there. realli realli have to thank them for being wif mi. esp may , she is the best buddie i ever have. givin all her best to all her friends and no "yuan yan" at all. I love you May "muacks, muacks" hahaha... she is the best comforter in our grp, a great listener and even though sometimes she dun give comments, but listenin to me is her best gift .. hearin mi rant abt work. Another ex-buddy which i really miss is amanda. Dun noe y, i got a feelin dat she might be angry at mi for the shop thingy but i have no regrets of my decision, the oni regret is dat the friendship went away together wif the shop. I hope she is gettin well on her life.. may she be happy.

Enough of the rants liao .. sorry for the long post. as i realli need to get it out sometimes ...

Will update pics of our family BBQ tomolo if i have the time...
My Memories @ 10:57 PM
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