3 more day to my bangkok trip so shiok and really looking forward to it!! hehehe...

Wat a blue monday today is.. office is so quiet dat i think when the needle drop .. everione can hear it. Maybe it's becoz it's a monday, so everione havin blues .. hahaha.. but it's a safe and normal day .. busi as usual but not much happening. Management has also announced dat there might be bonus at the end of the year .. i wonder they let out this news to "an fu" our hearts .. becoz there are rumors dat ppl are leavin becoz of the cost cuttin factors .. dun noe whether how true this is but nevertheless, it will be a bonus if really have, but wun be disappointed if it dun happen.

Our bangkok trip is confirm, money change, but i still haven started packin yet .. shit , think i got alot of things to bring and i m scared to miss out somethin .. hahaha.. but i think i wun be as blur as May , coz she's the blurest of us all. Am lucky dat we have angie goin wif us, coz she's the one doin the plannin and all these and dat .. not forgetin our big dinner at BKK at her expenses .. well well .. Big thanks to you ..

Dear dear ask me today dat if i will miss him when i go on this short trip. Of coz i will miss him, alot i guess coz it's the first time of our 5 years marriage life dat i go on a holiday wifout him. We always go holiday together, unless he's out on biz trip where i cannot follow. time really flies fast .. it's hard to believe dat we have been married for 5 years. of coz, we have our ups and downs. tiffs here and there ... being together for 7 years really make mi realise dat time realli flies .. His work is hectic now so i try to be more understanding, not throwing my temper here and there and make him feel better. i guess it's always a give and take thingy.. he always give in to me but sometimes i feel dat it's just not enuf .. guess gals are always like.. hahaha... somehow or rather, i feel dat both of us have really grown up alot, compare to our younger days, of coz, havin 2 kids help to make us grow up, forcing us to give up some things. We dun have enuf time to spend together wif one another these few months esp both of us are so busy wif work. But hopefully, everithin can work out fine for us. I am always scared dat there will be a 3rd party in our relationship, of coz, who doesn't. esp seeing how my BIL treated his marriage life, i got kinda scared. coz genes lies in the family.i am worried dat these issues will happen to our family as well. i just hope dat i am imaginin things too much .. hehehe..
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