It's been nearly a week since i last blog and exactly one week i m back from the trip. Was realli missin the holiday at BKK with the gers. All away from everithin esp work. Had a hard time clearin up the mess at work, sigh .. sort of a price to pay for takin the holidays. Think alot of things happen at work when i not around, but dun wan to care so much oso.. was oso backstab when i not around, wat to do? the office politics in the co is too much and there's nothin i can do to prevent all this. All i can say is dat, i have lost faith and confidence in the co and i m just passin my time. hopefully, by next year, i am able to leave dat stupid place.

Oct 23 marks my daddy's 52 bday if he is still around. it's been 13 years since he is gone and time really flies. sometimes i am really scared dat i might forget how he looks anymore which is y i always kept a pic of him in my wallet. Just to remind myself of the happy times dat we have spent together when i was young. i really miss him alot and things might not be the same as now if he is still around. at least wif his guidence, i am sure i can do much better in life. i really think so. Luckily i still have my mom to support me whenever i need help and caring for mi.

The past week has been hectic and the 2 babies are down wif fever. It's the worst time of my life. i can tell you dat. One is enuf but 2. wah , kill me pls. luckily, they are feelin better now. But of coz, i feel the heart pain seein them in this state. even when we are sick, it's unbearable already, how can they tahan. POor things.
My Memories @ 12:23 AM
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