really really hate monday ... it's the start of the week and i have to count down to friday ... so sianz .. hehehe... guess becoz i really dun have the xing to work anymore. Had a tok wif my exec, she has actually advise me to stay and look for a job at the same time. but then again, i feel dat they do have their selfish reasons as well becoz if i leave, she will have to cover my things which is neber-ending.. but then again , after considering carefully, i decide to stay on for the time being. wat she says is correct though, i got a family to feed so i have to consider real hard before anythin. today had a miting wif dat factory manager, he seems to be veri good in front bt i noe the road ahead may not be easy, but let's hope for the better huh.. sometimes news really travel fast esp in our co, it seems dat most of my collegues noe dat i have resign .. alot of them has been askin me questions, this and dat .. abit fan loh .. but still have to ans them. kaoz .. wonder how come ppl can be so KPO, can't they just mind their own business ..sigh sigh ..

Recieved an sms from my ex-buddy. askin mi to mit up so dat she can pass my things over. the whole conversation veri businesslike. abit sad and down. does it mean dat it's all over for us, our friendship? i really dun noe. i noe her character well. i am just askin if she is okie wif her life but there's no reply from her. I am really tired, really tired of always being so good to ppl and being used by them. maybe they are feelin the same way too. tired of being so nice to me and gettin nothin in return. but if being good to ppl and expectin somethin in return is called "yu mo" not sincere. but anyway, i am not mitin her tomolo coz i oreadi got an appt liao .. but i am still lucky to have my close friends beside me. so my advice to you ppl out there, neber neber venture into biz wif close friends, becoz if the biz dun work out, the friendship will be thrown away too and there will be no turning back. if i have the chance again, i really really hope dat i didn't go into the biz wif her in the 1st place. kinda regret it. i went ahead wif the JV despite warnings from hubby and mom. tot we can make things out. Hw naive can i be. sigh ... think this year is really not a good year but lucky it's ending soon.

Went to annie's fatty's 3rd year bday BBQ on sat. had a fun night wif my cousins. updatin each other and gossipin .. didn't noe we can click so well as well, other than our usual gang.. I guess despite all the bad things dat i have in my life, there are some things good as well. at least i still got ppl to support me..


My cousins ...


8 more days to my BKK trip .. am really counting down
My Memories @ 8:45 PM
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