Sometin happen at work today dat makes mi grow cold and shudder at the tot of it. i cannot believe how can someone be so fake.. smiling at me and jokin wif mi and at the same time, shootin mi to hell.. Well, i am used to all the shootin bt nothin has prepared mi for all dat. He was there jokin abt somethin as if we are suddenly good frds and at the same time sendin out a mail dat makes my blood cold. i admit it's my fault for not checkin bt he dun have to cc dat mail to the GM and makin mi look so stupid. it's my fault dat i haven't check for the stocks bt it's becoz i recieve the PO veri late. 1 week later, then wifout checkin, i pt into the work order for him to process coz i am runnin out of time. Neber did it cross my mind dat he wil sabo mi until like dat, i noe he is protectin himself too, but dat's not jz the way loh. ccing the mail to the GM means i got alot of explaining to do. in the end, i just send out the reply mail dat i am wrong and was sorry for the trouble dat he has to go thru. F**K man, it's realli a ruthless world in there .. and i reali dun think i can handle it. For one, i am not use to backstabbin and i certainly wun hurt someone's feelins by doin dat. Sumone explain to me later dat he is not attackin mi, the main target is my SM but what the hell, i m not goin to trust him anymore .. no more .. i learn my lesson the hard way .. realli hard and i still can't shake dat feelin off mi .
My Memories @ 12:05 AM
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