Well well .. the year is ending soon with oni 9 days more .. my gosh .. time realli flies dun they.. i have been emphasing dat time realli flies fast in over my past few posts but the fact is, dat's true. some things realli happen fast enuf dat you got no time to react to it. not even a single preparation for it. sigh .. let mi summerise wat is happening to me for the past week.

1) dear dear got retenched suddenly on 19/12/05.nothing prepare us for dat coz he works hard for the company. working late nights and put in his efforts in it. i knew he put in efforts for this job coz he realli wants to excel in it. the bomb is drop suddenly on dat day, his MD cites reasons dat he has to go becoz he cannot click wif another director, there's no chemisty bet them. i was like, "huh, u mean this kind of things oso happen?" and worse still, to my dear. can't they see dat he is putting efforts in his jobs, excels more than his job requirements. i realli cannot understand y. yes, it came as a shock to me and to all other ppl. for those who noe dear, they noe dat he works like a horse to his company. but 1 good thing is dat at least his co compensate well. it's like a sudden death to him. told him to go on the same day.. sigh .. is it a realli cruel world out there? maybe i am too navie for it. but no matter wat, i noe dear dear can stand up again. so i am not worried for him. i got enough faith in him n i believe dat by standing by him, we can conquer it all.

2) everitime when my coke bottle is full, i always fantasize of how am i goin to spend these hard save cash.. but dun noe is i damn sway or wat.

see it. i think i got at least 2K or 2.5K in it or more.. but then again, it might be lost too.. coz dear make a stupid stupid mistake dat might cost it to go. i was like .. wah .. i could go korea wif this leh, how can u make such a stupid mistake becoz u wan to help a not so close frd. he always tell mi to be mindful when helpin others. but he leh .. sigh .. i realli dun noe wat to say abt it, maybe my frds are better than his coz i noe my close frds wun do such a thing to mi, we have trust with each other coz we noe. but to this stupid mistake he has made, i can oni shake head and say "u sway loh" see next time u dare or nt. but the truth is, this is not the first time he make this mistake liao. MEN, WHEN CAN YOU EVER LEARN. I am realli prayin veri hard dat this thing can be close soon. but part of mi dun think dat it will be an easy case.. wat to do.. i choose to marry this stupid man so i cannot have any regrets. wat i can do now is just pray hard and stand by him. shake head until goin to drop liao loh. i do hope dat he can learn his lessons well. realli hope so..

3) had my apprasial done today by my SM. lucky it's him who is doin the apprasial, not my exec coz i noe my msg wun get across if i were to tell her my problems. My SM ask mi: i heard dat u were planning to resign after the CNY. wah .. he realli got ears in the office leh. make mi so scared. i told him dat yes, i realli got the plans but now i might have to change my plans again due to wat happen to dear. one question he ask mi realli sets mi wondering: he says: if you were to report directly to mi instead of exec, how do u feel abt this and tell mi a reason dat i shld propose to give u an increament to the management. wah .. does it mean i might be promoted ? keeping my fingers crossed loh. no point increasing my title but not pay rite. but nvm lah .. year end coming.. realli lookin forward to the bonus so dat it can tide mi thru the new year...

4) got news from angie dat she had broken up wif her bf due to religion issues. wat i can tell her is dat: it's the love dat brought u guys together and we knew how much u and him went thru to survive to today even though it's short. but to go thru so much things in a short while shld means dat the love bet u and him is strong enough. if it's becoz of religion dat break 2 ppl up, isn't it a waste to let it pass. these are just my tots, it dun mean anything. it's my point of view to put my msg across to you. i noe things are bad, but wifout bad things how can define wat's good? for mi, i think love is strange, it comes knockin at unpredictable times and if u didn't treasure it well or handle it well.. it might just leave. tok to him again if you realli wans it to work. it's abt compromising and give and take. dat's how a relationship shld work. if you have been givin too much and it's a torture for u, let it go.. love will find u someday. it will come .. dun worrie.. but one thing is dat i am realli glad you are opening up to us now instead of keepin all to yrself. it's not good you noe. you and mi are of the same kind. we have to go thru alot in life. be it ups and downs, we have been thru it together and mi and may are glad dat we can walk this path wif you. no matter how hard it is, we will be there to walk wif you coz dat's wat frds are for rite...
For you my dear frd .. no matter wat.. just remember.. we wil be there ...

A shoulder to cry on

Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Than to let your feelings take you down
It's so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When there're my thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
And the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on
Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is one, you won't be alone
'Cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone, you won't be alone
'Cause I'll be there
You'll have my shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one to rely on
When the whole world is gone, you won't be alone
'Cause I'll be there
And when the whole world's gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on

dat's my life for last week.. hectic rite .. but bo bian lah .. life is just like dat.
My Memories @ 8:28 PM
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