Was listening to my ipod when i hear my long time fav song : this used to be my playground by madonna.

This used to be my playground
This used to be my childhood dream
This used to be the place I ran to
Whenever I was in need Of a friend
say

It makes mi wonder when i need a friend, where can i ran to? several years ago, before the expressway KJE is open to road users, i used to cycle there to hide and vent my frustrations whenever i was down. the long and quiet stretch realli helps to smoothen mi down. make mi feel at peace. but rite now, whenever i was down, i couldn't think of a place where i can hide. i noe my buddies will always be there for mi, but sometimes i think it's realli good to have a hiding place where u can sort out your tots with any disturbance.

As the song goes, "the best things in life are always free". i wonder how true is it. hmm.. let me see, well love is free, freedom is free. i wonder how many of us realli understand dat. Mi too, i cannot understand the simplicity of love. it is so simple yet so fragile. dun worry gals, there's nothin bet mi and dear, i am just pondering over this issue.

Well, dear dear still haven manage to find a stable job yet but i guess he has to keep on tryin. i am glad dat he has the will power or shld i say "automatic" to work as odd-job and lookin for lobangs instead of sitting around and doing nothin. sometimes when i look at him, i feel the pain in my heart coz i noe dat he is trying veri hard to cope wif the sudden work loss but at the same time, proud at him coz finally he can think of the family instead of himself. this period is a rough period for us. i noe we can withstand it together and there's no other way to help him but to be as supportive as ever to him. i feel dat the man of my life has finalli grown and hopefully,things will look up for him soon.
My Memories @ 9:28 PM
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