hmm... i seems to have alot to blog about but i dun noe how to start it. maybe it's bcoz i am feelin restless and tired after fire-fightin the whole day in the office. but okie lah, 21 more days to count down to my last day at the dreaded company. i am realli counting down the days. i hate the co, i hate the barking dog and i hate the place. i dun even wan to tok to dat dog rite now. when i see him, i treated him as invisible. i cannot bring myself to tok to him coz i cannot see myself pulling so low to tok to him when i hated him to the core. hahaha... i noe it's being childish, but dat's just mi loh. since i have oreadi decide to leave the co, there's no need to put up a face anymore. they actualli offer mi another position in the office so that i no need to deal directly wif him, but isn't it all too late to do all these stuff? things shld have been done when i first wanted to leave but they wait until i realli flare up then try to do things here and there? what the heck. i m not in need of this kind of job. all i wan is a new life now. i hope i can realli start a new job and life elsewhere. haha... i may be naive but i not stupid leh. dun realli think i am stupid to be made use again and again.

Nevertheless, mit up with san, jo and cecilia last nite at bugis for a kopi sessions. it's good to noe dat all of us are gettin well in life fine except for some hipcups here and there. well, dat's life loh. u have to noe what u wan in life. haha... in my opinon, nothing beats havin a man to rely on and to love u. it's always good to noe dat u will have someone to reply on when things go wrong. dat's how i felt when i married dear. i always think(in my own opinon) dat he is someone i can rely on when i needed a shoulder to cry on. of coz, there are also ups and downs in my own relationship, be in wif my mil or wif dear. but i believe dat things can turn out fine if we are willing to compromise. i dun dare to say dat i am xing fu but i am feelin contented wif my life rite now. at this point of time, when things are down for dear, i feel bad too but i cannot bring myself to be too harsh on him as i noe dat he is tryin his veri best to make things happen. i love the man dat i have choose and i hope to all my frds out there, be sure of yr choices before u make the big step. neber neber regret the road u chose, coz it's yr decision. no matter wat happens, the vows dat is taken during the solemisation is veri veri impt.

To angie, thanks for the note dear. i am lucky to have u guys as my buddies. i always believe that things happen for a reason and i am prayin dat the reason to be a good one.. haha... i love u guys ...
My Memories @ 9:29 PM
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