Just watch "i not stupid too". good show. i cried durin some parts of the show coz can realli relate myself to the show. as a parent, as a old teenager.. it realli shows how bad our society is. with both parents working hard and earnin money, how much time have we spend wif our kids and family? a parent who is willing to forgo his pride and status just to beg the old auntie to forgive his son ... or the illerate dad who copies 163 letters to send all sch so that his son can get a 2nd chance at sch? i guess dat is wat they called parental love. when is the last time u had dinner together as a family, when is the last time u spoke to yr parents abt yr life. or even when is the last time u say i love you to your love ones. we always said i love u to our partners but wat abt our parents? sometimes, things are taken for granted, we are always sure dat they will be around for us, looking after us and takin care of us, makin sure dat we are always full and healthy. but wat abt them? dun they deserve sometin from us too? love? concern? i think they wan more than dat.

i lost my dad during my teenage years, i made my mum worried abt my life when i was younger. these are all my gifts to her for raisin mi single handly. all the hurt i caused her when i shouted at her when she tried to show mi concern abt my life. but yet, she is the one who comes out and help when i needed help desperately. all becoz she loves mi and cares for me. when my mil rejected my pleas for help, she solve my problems without 2nd tots even though she is not good in takin care of kids. she gives up her freedom to help mi take care of my kids 24 hours without any complains.. dat's wat my mum can do for mi and i hope in the future, my kids can do the same things to her. i can tolerate if my kids talk back to me, but they always got scolding when they are rude to my mum. i will neber allow dat. i also make sure dat dear respected my mum and lucky dear dear does.. hahaha.... As the only child left for her.. dat's the best i can do for her rite now. after being a mom myself, i can truly understand why she can do all these things for mi, likewise i think i will do the same things to my kids as well... i certaninly hope so ...

One piece of good news though, i finalli got a job offer and will be startin wk on 1st march. ... wat more can i ask for ? a better job prospect, a happy family and hopefully, a peaceful 2 weeks to my last day.. i am realli prayin hard ...
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