Wasn't feeling good today coz i am down wif a bad cough and flu since monday. been to the docs twice and it seems dat the medicine wasn't working fine for mi. i wonder wat is wrong wif mi, i keep fallin sick since last year.. could it be a case of bad luck dat i keep gettin virus or wat .. hmm .. i neber noe but i noe dat i need to take good care of my health and to smoke less i think .. haha... hm.. new resolution? i certainly hope so ..

Suppose to have a good news to share. dear got a job offer finally but.. he has decided to go into business with his mom selling prawn noodles. it could be a good start for him but i dun realli like the idea of him from early and to late nite. it can be quite toiling on him. furthurmore, i realli hope dat his bad temper wun cause any conflicts wif his mom. i should be feelin happy for him as it seems like a good opportunity but it oso means dat i have to be independent from then. which means, wakin up 15 mins earlier to catch the train to work and not havin to spend enuf time wif him anymore. i noe, my frds will be tellin mi dat i shld grow up and be understanding. haha... i think i am still a small woman still. i realli hope things can work out for him and his career. and of coz us. guess we have to make some sacrifices here and there sometimes. it oso means dat there's no more sunday outings wif dear coz he will be struck at the stall. maybe i am thinkin too much but i can't help it. god noes wat will happen next.. sigh .. let's take one step at a time.

agree wif angie dat even a strong woman needs love and care from the man she loves. i think most woman loves being take care of. like wat i have mention in my previous post. i dun wan my dear to earn lots and lots of money for mi to spend, i am just contented wif the feelin of him by my side. maybe dat's the difference bet a man and woman. maybe the mindset is different. or watever it is, since when did ppl say man and woman are equal ?
My Memories @ 8:43 PM
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