爱情最遥远的距离不是天与地,而是我站在你的面前但你不知道我爱你.
heard this phrase in the noon time in the tv show and i think it's realli veri sad. it's like u love dat person so much and yet, he/she doesn't noe it...

Well well .. it's been a long time again and i am clearing up the dust on the blog.. :) alot of things has been happening in my family for the past week and it realli set mi into thinking dat if love is realli blind or it's just the stubborness dat make ppl so blind. For the past week or so, i haven been worrying so much abt the safety of my family members.. i couldn't realli sleep well and has been on the edge.. but after yesterday nite, i noe i can finalli have a good nite sleep coz i noe dat my closest ppl will be safe.. i hope it stay in this way.

Speaking abt ex-collegues, my ex company called mi few weeks back to go back to them and wk. The sales manager promise alot of things to mi by sayin dat i will not have to deal wif dat mad dog again coz they will be arrangin someone to tok to the pdtn. but then again, my family members are against the idea of mi goin back coz they dun wan mi to get hurt again .. so in the end, i drop the idea and continue to stay at my present co.. alot of things has change since i left there and there's alot of staff movement too and i wun wan to clear the shits again .. haha...

Life for mi is still well and fine. dear dear is still wkin hard at his business and it's realli worth while. Gie once told mi dat i seem to have alot of time on hand now since dear started this biz.. i guess so and it's a give and take situation. i have to be independent and make compromise coz in dat way, it will do both of us good. i oso get to appreciate the fact dat now, dear seems more concern abt my wheregoins than he is before. now, when he reach home and cn't see mi, he will call mi and ask abt my whereabouts. this is somethin dat he seldom do .. i guess it's his way of caring bah... our family life has been cutting short since then. we dun go out on weekends coz he got to wk. guess i have to live wif it and he told mi dat tis biz is his turning pt of his career life and he is more happy there even though he is tired at times. i used to think dat i dun need tons and tons of money to live my life coz wat i wan is a happy , contented life and money to get us by day by day. but then again, wif the kids growing up and their expenses getting higher, i guess i got to submit to reality too... just yesterday , dear was commenting dat i am gettin more demandin(not on his time) but on material things. so i explain to him dat since he is earning more now, it's natural dat i feel this way. i shld request for things dat i neber have such as learning driving and gettin him to pay for the kids things. last time when he is earning less, i noe his limits and therefore, before i do anything i will consider veri carefully. not to say dat tis time i can be reckless or wat, but i feel dat it's my right.. :) it's his time now.. hahaha... So, i got to be more supportive to his work and try to compromise more ... and moreover,小别胜新婚so i think we are much closer than before... now, at least he will listem more to mi. :)

God answered my prayers the last time coz i pass my basic theory test .. :) will be takin my final theory test on 10/6/06 and hopefully i can pass it too so dat i cn proceed to the next step. May and Gie will be takin the driving lessons wif mi which i think it's great coz we cn motive each other .. esp to may coz she is the most laziest among us .. haha..and hopefuly . we cn get thru this 顺顺利利hor.. :)
My Memories @ 12:12 AM
(back to the top.)