Hm ... today is the 8th anniversary for mi and dear dear. was supposed to join my buddies for chalet at pasir ris but due to dat, i have to miss the chalet .. i miss having fun wif them but i think i shld do my part and spend the day wif dear dear instead. ever since dear dear start his own biz, i find dat we have sort of driven apart. i dun noe how to put it in words but i always have a uneasy feeling these few mths. could it be becoz we dun tok the way we used to? or it is becoz i have grown more independent and did not rely on him as much as before. i am scared .. i noe i love him alot but i cn't seem to shake dat feeling off. hopefully, it's just another passing phrase and things could work out better. i noe he's always tired after his wk. having to wake up early in morning and slog hard for 12 hours. he always told mi dat he is working for our future. the future for our babies and us. but somehow, i cn't help feelin down as we do not spend as much time as before together. sigh .. y is life like dat ? i think i might be living in my own world for too long ?am i naive or it's just dat i dun wan to grow up ? strange tots keep floating in my mind. hm .. guess i better dun think too much. as wat i have always believe in, love is all it takes to make things work. i guess as long as dear dear loves mi and vice versa, we could always make things work. Annie kept reminding dat i do have a happy family. with lovable kids , a hubby who loves mi and a mum who still take care of me even though i am oreadi an adult. i shld count my blessings and be contented. i guess so.. shld realli count my blessing. shld i ?
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