Hm .. had a tough week last week.. work was busy as ever and got news dat one of my collegue is leaving us end of the month.. guess there will be more workload than ever esp after she left. i dun mind the workload as long as it's self fulfilling and worthwhile. i always believe in doing my best shot in work so that i can prove my worthiness just hope that co noes how to appreciate mi ba.. haha... oso got news dat co is shifting soon, maybe early next year. but however, the places dat they are looking in is either ayer rajah or even loyang. my god, if we were to shift to loyang, i cn imagine the turn over rate .. haha coz most of us are stayin in the west and if we were to shift to the east .. i can realli imagine....

Driving test is set on 24th Nov 2006. but i think my driving still sucks , esp after the lesson on thurs. realli dun understand how come it cn be so bad. was it becoz i am too tired after a hard day at work? i oso dun noe leh .. after dat lesson, it realli shook my confidence level to the bottom. dun think i can pass it now. realli make mi feel bad and even the instuctor oso shake head .. haha.. must have disappoint him dat day .. :) hope dat i will be in top form on the 24th so that i can pass it one time. spend alot of money on it liao .. and hopefully i wun get to waste more money on it.

xmas is coming soon .. i love the spirit of it and this year, am goin to do a xmas exchange wif my best buds again .. hm .. goin to crack my brains thinkin of wat to get for them. and of coz .. how could i miss out my closest family .. hehe... it's a time for giving and sharing..

Sometimes when i see dear dear working so hard, it realli breaks my heart. his hands are full of scars due to burns or scald. it pains mi to hime working so hard for our future and of coz gettin not enuf sleep and i still like to disturb his beauty sleep by leaving the lights on to play my games. hehe.. i noe i am bad coz i oni think for myself and my own enjoyment. hmm ... i always told myself to give in more to him and be abit more considerate .. but hor .. sometimes i just cnt stand the urge of playin games .. hehe... think i got to exert more self control the next time. :) life is still normal bet the both us. in regards to my last post, i guess i am being too sensitive.. of coz, i noe dat we love each other and it's sometimes hard for us to express all out in words esp when he's more tired than usual. i noe he cares thru his actions. i got to understand dat some times, things are not within my control and i can't expect things to go my way always. but i am glad dat i have actualli found him in my life to give mi all the support and love dat i need. he might not be the perfect man, but i chose him and dat's my choice. so no matter wat happen, i mz always remember the vows dat we have make to each other and to make things work again... no matter how difficult times were. i cn actualli forsee more diffcult times ahead as the kids are getting bigger and us getting older. but i believe that as long as we stand by each other , things cn be work out and solve. i must stand on my belief .... :)
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