Ho ho ... it's been so damn long ... haha... getting lazy and lazy ...been busy lately with work and home .. the kids are driving me crazy with their attitude and school work and work is piling as well ... been stress out lately.. esp after the CNY holidays ... sigh .. wat to do .. hopefully the kids can grow out of this stage soon. realli praying hard...

work is bc as ever... everiting seems incomplete and alots of follow up to do.. apprasial comin on and hopefully someting good might come out of it ... crossing my fingers.. one collegue was asking me today wat have i done during today's OT, i was like : ya hor, wat have i done huh .. it's seems dat 4 hours has passed veri fast and i couldn't recall wat i have done .. sigh .. am i getting old ? The big 3 is comin soon and there's no deny dat i am getting old .. esp if you have attachment students in the co dat are just 18 years old ... my god ...

Went visiting relatives during the CNY season and have fun catching up with one another ... went to my FIL/ MIL place without Mr Ng .. yah .. he refuses to go with mi.. feel so awkward sitting there and answerin question like where is dear.. feel veri weird and i hate him for putting mi thru dat.. watever it is, i feel dat it's still my duty to bring the kids over .. left there after an hour or so and luckily, the kids didn't kick up a fuss ... I can understand wat Dear is goin thru. afterall, i got to support him and to be frank, i will be veri disappointed if these things were to happen to mi as well .. cn understand his situation and feelings which explains y i didn't force him. just to let nature take its course. i believe someday , everithin will be fine again. spoke to his younger sister few days back and i can feel dat she has grown up reasonably these years.. we haven't been keeping close contact after we shift out from their place. sort of seen her grown up as the first time i met her was 10 years back. how time flies ...

speaking about 10 years, this year is the 10th v-day dat dear n mi are spening .. sometimes it's so hard to believe but i am sure dat we have more years to go .. a lot of challenges ahead and to grow old together ultimately...sometimes it breaks my heart to see dat he is working so hard for us. so tired everitime and no social life .. sometimes still have to endure my stupid temper and tantrums .. feel so bad but sometimes i just couldn't help it .. hahaha ... funny rite .. seriously knew dat i shldn't but i still did it... i think oni he cn endure mi... love him and will do my best to curb my temper okie ... :)


our xmas gifts for each other


my 10th year Vday present from Dear


xiao huang .. has been spending a fair bit of $$ on her ...

My Memories @ 10:05 PM
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